luv very much
 

initially, i had quite abit to fill up this space but now, my mind just went blank so forget it. i'll do it when i remember.
my main point is, i had so lil sleep last night and had such a long day but yeah, i had a good time. hahaha, that was it.

i really feel my eyes closing on me and i know i need to get my sleep before i start falling asleep when i meet the girls tomorrow so goodnight all of you people out there.

 

fav farm
 

now that the crazy o's are over, i think i'll miss all the exam shit we went thru together. somehow, it just feels weird knowing that there's no more papers to sit for (at least for now), but fun, laughter, peace and joy each day. on one hand, it's a good thing but on the other, i think i'll miss all the times we sat in the freezing hall doing our papers each day, every single time a teacher will be up there praying for us, the times when we all gathered right outside the hall to wait for everyone and talk til we reach the busstop before we left each other. i'm starting to miss the tinge of happiness we felt after each paper ended and how we all wish all these would end faster and how we would count down til the end of o's but now that it has ended...............

Today supposedly our cliqueeeey dinner, but it turned out to be a surprise belated bday for me. Like literally, i was swept off my feet on how much my babies had done for me. :-* This year, it's either i've been really oblivious to my surroundings or im really slow with reactions. I forgotten bout my bday & now i cant even sense a single clue bout my bday surprise. Hahahaha what is this man. But anyway, im really grateful for whatever my babycheeks had done for me. It really meant so much to me especially after sucha tough day. We've been together for well close to 3 years now & nothing is ever gona break us apart. Though we may drift (i really hope not) & maybe to th extend of even finding it awkard confiding in one another but im sure yall will definitely have a really special place in my heart. The road we've chosen may not be perfect but with the beat of our every heart, im sure even the toughest roadblock wouldnt be much of a problem for us. Im so glad to have yall there for me no matter what. Helping me make decisions & watching me grow. I may not have shown how happy i was today, but deep inside me this joy was so much to bear i really dk how to contain it inside my heart. Once again ThankQ babycheeks, i love yall every single one of you BCFKJS :-* & including you too pingping :-*

I will post pictures of everything prolly tmr or the day after.

for you:
Thankyou for the past 5 months. I feel so silly to be even typing all these down. But honestly, i've never really treasured someone as an individual so much until you entered my life. Though you may be the spencer of my social circle, but a part of me will always remember this spencer of mine. Idk how am i even suppose to react to anything, i dont feel angry (alright maybe at first) nor do i feel happy. But i kinda feel grateful for once having you in my life. Not on actually witnessing how fucked up someone can be, but for teaching me so much throughout this whole time we've spent. I just hope you'll cope with everything just as fine. Y'knw you'll somehow always be special to me either as A for a very special someone who've taught me so much or A for a mother fucking bastard.

Boy am i glad that everyth's over now. From O's to you & well to YOU. Like literally, i cant believe you're so moronic to even try to cover up a lie which had alrdy been exposed. Like honestly, are you retarded or what? Omg, i swear. Never to look at pretty faces. Urgh, tho you're handsome (well to me), you fucking omg A for a mother fucking bastard. I am so fucking angry right now i just feel like burning up your whole house. Angry angry angry >=/ I just hoped throughout this whole drama, i dint made anyone upset or anyth xept you. Omg, you fucking boy. _l_

Ps. I cant w8 to meet up girliees later ;)  

Yesterday i headed down jurong to sign some stuffs. Rushed home to change & caught my brother's performance. Hahaha, so prouda that fellow. Danced so well, surprisingly. :) Love you wedwin! Today, i headed down town for some interview thingy. & now im home watching the hills. Im so fat, putting on so much weight, on my face & arms & everywhere. Gosh, i hate spencer. _l_

So much easier said than done.